Closure

I've given an improper closure. Should I do it again and make it right this time? Naaah. There's a little part of me that still believes there won't be any need for a closure after all. I know she's still dreaming, but let her be. It's good to know that I'm not completely rid of these romantic fantasies yet. Let that little part of me live - for as long as she can.

Let her talk now, and if she turns out to be wrong, don't tell her 'I told you so'. Leave her alone with her high hopes because the rest of me is ready to receive the disappointment that will surely be cast upon me as a result of her great expectations. Let her talk....

I know someday you'll find back that love you felt for me. I know you'll be back to square one. I know...you'll feel it again. I know you'll miss me. I know you'll miss my high tolerance. I know you'll look at me again and see the beauty in me, inside and out. I know you'll ask yourself why you hurt me..why you walked away, leaving me here crying and begging you to stay.

What I don't know is, when will it happen? And what I don't know is, when it does happen, where will I be? Will I be in the place too? Will I have moved on? Will I have been happy with someone else? What will I have done?


Don't tell her...I told you so.