Past couple of weeks, we met again after 10 months. It was a different kind of meeting this time around. We both knew it. We both acknowledged it.
We promised to meet up. We set up our date days before it arrived. I thought he would be alone. If he wasn't, at least he would be with one sibling.
But once I arrived, I immediately spotted two of his family cars. It immediately occurred to me that I was meeting not only with him, but the rest of his family - which I had never the chance to get used to.
I was immediately restless and nervous. My exact words to myself were, "why is he doing this to me??"
I got out the car. He got out of the restaurant. Once we saw each other, he smiled. A beautiful smile. A smile that said, "I'm glad you're here. So happy to see you." I smiled back - and everything I was worried about vanished.
He's here with me now...I'm fine. Everything will be okay.
I walked up to him. We walked together side by side to the restaurant. (He was carrying his niece - his first time meeting her after 7 months she was born.)
I let down my guard.
....Memory saved....
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