Only time...

I enjoy it when he's around, or when I'm around (which can only happen ever so often), but as enjoyable as it may be, I kinda prefer being apart. That way, we can carry on with our everyday lives. Let's face it, being in a relationship and that's all that is, is really tiring. At this age, we all just wish we could skip all that and get married right away. However, due to different phases of life both of us are in, that is all we can manage right now.

I'm thankful nonetheless, and so far Allah has made it easy for the two of us. And once he's back again in a different continent, longing feelings aside, we'll be putting all this back on halt. Just when feelings get serious, they get put back at bay.

I like it that way. =)

But hopefully next time around, there's no more going back to hiatus or sleep. Insya Allah. Let's pray بسهولة الأمور له و لي. أمين يا الله