A couple days ago, I kinda had a little dispute with my SO, and I was being childish for not getting things my way. And now it got me thinking. It was, yes, rather childish and also selfish of me. I wanted equality, without considering our situations. As for now, his situation and mine are different.
It saddened me once the light dawned on me. I saddened me. I disappointed me. I..felt very sad that I hurt his feelings just because he said something that was right, and I could not accept it. And I wanted something just as hurtful said back to him.
I regret it. I talked without thinking. And now, I regret it.
I need this space. This distance. I was a fool. I acted stupid.
And yes, this is very 'un-Islamic' of me.
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